Because good music is so hard to find

#np : Boyce Avenue Playlist <----- good music !sic !

Actually, I'm saying " Good music is so hard to find " tu literally jer. What I really meant is soul-mate.Soul-mate are hard to find, really ! Heyyy for me soul-mate is just not a lover, for me bestfriends, family members or even strangers yang betul-betul faham you, can listen all your craps for whole day, boleh detect any mood disorder even you didn't tell, bole bercakap dengan you with unlimited topic or even sit for couples hour without talking but not feeling any awkwardness, that's soul-mate. Aku rasalaa, itu definition kite, kalau true definition carilaa kat dictionary. hikhik :p

Tak kira laa soulmate tu lelaki atau perempuan, yang penting selesa kan. I'm glad I have both. I ade girlbestfren yang dari kecik berkawan, yang I bole cakap everything that I pass thru the day, apa yang buat I bengang, I heppy, apa I makan, nak beli itu ini, talkin bout crush , study and the small-little-thinny things pun nak cerita, plus, bila hangout, when we are lookin at something, takpayah cakap to each other pun, dah boleh gelak terbahak-bahak (kutuk orang yang lalu lalang via bluetooth mind). hahaha, ta faham, abaikan je k. The great things is bila-bila masa pun boleh text dia, menangis pukul 3 pagi pun paksa dia angkat call and merisaukan my bestfren about my condition. She always beside me thru my dullness and brightness, wah gitu. haha. kadang-kadang bestfren kita lagi faham kita daripada diri kita sendiri kan ?

For boys, zaman sekola ade 2 3 bestfrens, tapi bila dah masuk university dah renggang ckit, bukan apa -dorang belajar jauh and when masing-masing ade partner we should show some respect to them kan. tapi bila I need them, they never fail to attend and bila catch up rasa macam taknak stop talking woi, mamak tu pun rasa menyampah halau-halau ktorang. hahaha. I feel so blessed :) 

Oh, in the middle of my hard time sekarang, Allah gives me one more precious friend , I haven't met that friend face-to-face yet but its so comfortable to curhat kat dia. Dah lama tak jumpa orang yang I can text more than  3 or 4 mesej since I mmg dilahirkan pemalas nak reply text orang. hahaha. Teruk !

Well, I hope that all this precious peoples stay with me to get thru this ups and down. Aminnnn :)

Forever 21

6th of September 2012 (:

Jyeah, Its my birthdayyy again !
Alhamdulillah, and thanks to Allah the Almighty :)
I'm 21 y/o this year.
And I think it's so special compare to previous bithday, 
because its 21 !

Apa yang special, apa yang bestnye 21 ni ek?
sebab boleh mengundi parti politik mana yang you suka? 
sebab boleh pergi club?
21 is the age yang your parents bagi KUNCI kebebasan. kebebasan konon :P




kalau awakk tu perempuan, still tak kahwin, still study, takpayah nak harap kebebasan sangat! bahayaaaa tau kat luar sana. your parents pun taknak you endup dengan you throw your baby from level 3 *do read newspaper if you do not know !

For me, 21 is the age I should be more MATURE, more RAJIN, learn how to COOK, jangan selalu merajuk sangatt dengan family members, study more smartly, learn ISLAM more deeply, drive safely and etc ! senang cerita throw all the bad things and sedut all the good things. How I wish I can change automatically and everything turn to what I wish, what my family wish ! 
And plus the wish for the future, I hope I can be a good nurse, futher study to the highest level , work with passionly, get married, give birth to a Soleh and Solehah childrens , good relationship with my siblings, my family and my besties till jannah and able to take a good care of my mama and papa. It will be perfect life  for meeeee ! 
Mudah-mudahannn yea, everyone yang baca please AMIN kan my doa ,  thanks :)

Well, no pain no gained ! so we need to usahaaa banyak-banyak and jangan lupa mintak pada Allah, Allah maha kaya dan pemurah. rugi kalau tak mintak :))

So roughly, itu kira ucapan sempena ulangtahun ke 21 sayaaa. wehoo, sapa yang habis baca tu memang sayang saya lahhh :P

cake from le familia :)

Le familiaa, Loveyouu :)

cake from besties :)

my bestiessss :)

thanks everyoneee, muahhhh !

Alhamdulillah :)

food-eat-food

hey 19th December :)

A few back days ni, I have some conflict with my cute-cute tummy. Kenapa boleh sakit perut? I mean what is the causes? For me, sebab my sleep cycle dah tunggang terbalik. biasa lepas Isyak tido sampai 3-4 pagi. Automatically akan terjaga punya lah. Then spend time tgk movie sampai ke pagi, siap-siap kemas umah. Pukul 10 dah lemau balik. Wajiblahh tido sampai aku rasa dah puas tido. haha. makan lambat kan, so perut saya sgt upset. berhari-hari dah dia membalas dendam.

Oh, jangan salah. walaupun aku lambat makan, tak bermakna aku dah kurus. fitnah sama sekali. haha. aku dah bertambah 2-3 kg kot sem break kali. Bila dah start makan macam ta gheti-gheti nak berhenti punnn. Well, aku sangat suka makan, lagi-lagi bila lepak makan bersama bestie. lepas sebat Subway, singgah Secret Recipe and singgah beli jagung rebusssssss pon boleh lepas tu. Can u imagine how big my stomach is? haha.

See, thats why I like her so muchieeeeeee <3

tapi-tapi kan, Adele ta suka exercise, saya sukaa sangaat sampai saya berharap dapat boyfiee yg suka adventurous activity or atleast dapat teman saya bila saya pegi running event. plus, dapat honeymoon backpackers style pon best kan? jyeahh!

yummy :O

something cool about eat-eat stuff on vimeo. check it out ;)

cuti sem kali ni sangat bosan tahu! byee!

Don't be afraid to be yourself.

hey sunday. 

Im just doing nothing, only spending my good time with my  lappie . 

To release all the stress and tiredness for the whole week. 

I found this kind of survey (as stated below). 

I copy and paste on my blog and I know its plagiarism. haha. do u mind?

Btw, I've bold the words that really described me. 

 enjoy reading ;)

Nurhidayu Zirman ;)

• I’m loud.
• I’m sarcastic.
• I cry easily. 
• I have a bad temper. 
• I’m easy to get along with. 
• I have more enemies than friends.
• I’ve smoked
• I drink coffee.
• I clean my room daily.

My appearance:

• I wear make-up. 
• I wear a piece of jewelry at all times.
• I wear contacts. 
• I wear glasses.
• I have braces. 
• I change my hair color very often.
• I have a piercing. 
• I have small feet.

Relationships:

• I’m in a relationship now. 
• I’m single.
• I’m crushin’. 
• I’ve missed an ex before.
• I’m always scared of being hurt.
• I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
• I’ve been in love more than two times.
• I believe in love at first sight. 

Friendships:

• I have a best friend.  
• I have at least ten REAL friends.
• I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
• I’ve beaten up a friend. 
• I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
• I can trust at least five people with my life.

Experiences:

• I’ve been on a plane.
• I’ve taken a taxi.
• I’ve taken a city bus.
• I’ve taken a school bus.
• I’ve made a speech. 
• I’ve been in some sort of club.

Music:

• I listen to R&B.
• I listen to pop.
• I listen to techno.
• I listen to rock. 
• I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it. 
• I download music. 
• I buy CD’s. 
• I listen to jazz. 

Family Life:

• I get along with both of my parents for the most part.
• My biological parents are still together.
• I have at least one brother.
• I’ve been kicked out of the house.
• I’ve sworn at my parents.
• I’ve made my parents cry. 
• I’ve lied to my parents. 
• I’ve lied to my parents about where I am. 
• I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing. 

Hair:

• I’ve had streaks.
• I’ve cut my hair in the past year. 
• I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
• I’ve been blonde. 
• I’ve had black.
• I’ve been red.
• I use conditioner.  
• I’ve curled my hair. 
• I’ve straightened my hair.

Source: nancylovesyoux3

thankyou for ur time awesome people ;)